Friday, June 29, 2012

City life Cycle.

City life Cycle.

Hey readers, this year has been chaotic, moving back to England, going to Qatar and Dubai and to top off the year, China in August. I cannot wait! I thought I would right a little creative monologue since I haven't really written in a long time due to so much going on but now it is summer, I have allot of time on my hands. Enjoy! 

I live in a downtown area because I hate driving in the city. I live alone. I am alone. My alarm goes off every morning at 6:50am then I snooze until the hand strikes 7:00am, occasionally I’ll fall back asleep due to over thinking at night.

I walk almost daily past the café just around the corner. They watch me through the large window at the front approaching the door. I seem to always forget about the curb and regularly trip over it, they pretend not to have seen, lowering their gaze while forcing a straight expression as a smile creeps across their face, I look around quickly and pretend nothing happens. “Luxurious hot chocolate for the sophisticated palate and chocolate croissant.’’ The fiery red haired woman who has been working at the café for the past 5years tells me, as I open the door and the little bell rings to warn them of my incoming. 
I sit on a near by bench wiping it down with a tissue and proceed eating my croissant trying to avoid the little crumbs touching my rouge chanel lipstick on my lips. I watch everyone go past. The wind would lightly make my silk scarf dance around my neck all was elegant until my perfectly applied lipstick entwined with the silk leaving red smudges across the scarf. Happened everyday with a new scarf however I somehow always thought the next day I could escape the silk and lipstick crisis. I failed but still had hope.
My day would proceed doing endless errands and people waving their hands in front of my eyes as I would stare into the distance making a list of what I needed to do in life and a list of why I happened to be alone for what felt like an eternity. Everyday would pretty much be the same, no extravagant changes, nothing new, nothing different, just me and loneliness dancing through life together. 
Then everything changed. Our skins crashed like waves until we fell back into the Sea of Emotions. My cup of luxurious hot chocolate fell to the ground at the exact very moment my heart sunk when my eyes met his.

This is a video I did when I first got my camera, it was just randomly made to test it out!

Tester D7000. from Frozen Vanity on Vimeo.

See you next Friday and don't forget the Daily dose of inspiration!
Frozen Vanity xox


  1. who's modeling in your first testing video? and I loved the sense of style in the outfits shown. Bless you.

  2. Younger sisters are modelling! Thank you, I am glad you did!