NEW FROZEN VANITY SITE.

NEW *FROZEN VANITY* SITE.

Hello ALL! 

Back to the Uk now, I was in Beijing for the last month and I am now currently working on a new project about Islam In Beijing at a mosque I visited. Also, I have missed blogging so very much and I shall prioritise what I love doing and put what I need to do first in life. We always think of others holding us back. But sometimes we are the worst at holding our selves back.

I now have an official website. Please check it out and If you have any questions contact me using the contact page! I hope you enjoy and keep up to date with the projects I am currently working on!

As long as you believe in your dreams, don't let anybody hold you back from them. And certainly do not allow your self to hold you back.

WWW.FROZENVANITY.COM

See you soon all!
Frozen Vanity xox

100's of versions of me.

Hello my lovely readers, I have started the Summer which means I back to blogging, writing and taking random photos! For the next few months, my photos will all be travel as that is what I plan to do. Enjoy and Enjoy the summer!

100's of versions of me.

I am not just me. I am hundreds of versions of me, in different peoples minds. I thought I was I, I thought I knew my self, only to find out... you knew me first, you knew me more. You are the map that made me lost, the map of my curious adventures. The map that led me astray.



And so you made me believe I was the only one. Wishing on that isolated star, only a wish to never come true. 



The space between you and I, like the waves of the ocean, in and out, back and forth. A constant parallel battle forcing closeness, forcing intimacy. Spilled words across the pale paper. Each word melting on my tongue. I am all 26 letters of the alphabet spilt across the page, forming poetry.



You and I, an old black and white film playing for the lovers. The wind carries our secrets meandering through the people that cross our path. Let it be the first day we met, over and over again. A never ending moment of bliss and tragedy.



I am your innocence in the morn, your guilt at eve. You are my tragedy, my hope. I am a hundred shadows, I am the voices that follow you. Uninviting thoughts, uninvited I. You are a hundred of I, I am not just I.



Cut the internal commentary.



I came face to face with my self. It was not the feeling of completeness one expected.

See you soon!

Frozen Vanity xox

First Everything.

First Everything.

First year at uni, First book, First uni exhibition,First accomplishment.First Everything.

It felt like yesterday when I began university, and now... I have practically finished the first year! Time goes by so very fast, I begin to wonder what happened to all those seconds. Did I waste them? Did I use them wisely? Did I use them properly and effectively? Did I forget them and move on?

We must use our time wisely because we will never experience them again, and I think the worst feeling is looking back and longing for those moments and seconds back.

I often ask my self... When will I accomplish something? When will I actually create something that I am proud of and when will I be able to finally call my self a Photographer?

Well, I can finally answer two of the questions, I have accomplished creating my first book (Flower Bombs) and I am proud of it, because It is something I spent hours and days and weeks creating. It was not fashion, it was not just a normal documentary idea, but I felt I really created something that I personally was interested in. I still do not call my self a photographer, until I have reached what I think success is. One day.

The 1st year show will be on, and I my first book "Flower Bombs" will be there.

When: Tue 30 April.

Time: 5pm-7pm.

Location: Preston, University of Central Lancashire, Media Factory ME317.

If you happen to be in Preston come along and have a look at all the 1st years work! If not, I shall hopefully be launching my book (Flower Bombs) when I get everything sorted for final! 

Frozen Vanity xox

Let it Rain.

Let it Rain.

When everything seems to be going wrong, when you are so close to finishing something, do not give up! These past few weeks have been hectic for me, tears, screams, heart-attacks and whatever else, have all been encountered! Over the past few years I have learnt to just let it rain! It goes wrong... then start again, try again but do not just sit and do nothing about it and complain. Worrying and complaining does not help, does not change anything, but it can be done while starting again!

Let it rain guys but don't let it stop you from going and achieving what you need to do!

My first book "flower bombs" will be sent to print this week, and I hope to show you the front cover very soon!

Frozen Vanity xox

Long time, no Blog.

Long time, no Blog.

Hello again,

I haven't posted for a while, but these months are always my busy months right before Summer...I also have been wondering about what I really do want to write about on my blog, something beneficial for all, something worth while reading. I shall come to that later on.

For now, some more London photos because I go to London a lot. I recently did a photo-shoot with Waad Designs, an abaya and couture dress line from Qatar. We did the shoot in London and it was hectic and a success too. I cannot wait to show you the images!

I am also currently working on a book for a project I have been doing. It is my first book and hopefully those that see it will love it! The title of the book is "Flower Bombs" and all will be revealed soon. 

I post everyday on Instagram, So If you want to keep up to date with random images, Follow me on instagram. @FrozenVanity

Frozen Vanity xox